changing

hallo !

ok so i feel terrible right now .. i promised a certain someone [ who i really like ] that i wouldn't go to sleep super late .. and i lied :[
so rightttt after i do this , it's beddy byes time .
this has been one of the laziest days of my life .. i feel so useless :/
after getting back from san diego [ greatest city in the world ] this morning , i basically napped till like 6 and then watched i dream of jeannie and friends till now .. ohhh and had a game session with carmeezie :] can i just say i'm ADDICTED to brickbreaker !

so carmeezie just said something to me that got me thinking .. she said she's so proud of how i've turned around since last quarter . if anyone has been here or heard about the stuff i did last quarter , they'd know what she means .. if not , maybe it's for the better ..
but anyways , i'm actually really proud and happy with the changes that have happened to me .. i feel like i've become a lot more mature and have straightened out my morals and priorities . i think a lot of it is just experiencing stuff that i was never exposed to before & being able to make my own decisions and mistakes . and now that i've seen what i'm capable of doing , i've fully realized what i want , which is a big step for me . so basically , GO ME !
:]

i like growing up .. these are exciting times .

i think this one's gonna be short .. it's getting super dee duper late & i should at least kinda try to keep my promise to that special person :]
GOOD NIGHTTTTTT !