to start us off

hola !

well this is awkward .. ok so here's what happened : i'm pulling another all nighter to study for my stupid poli sci final , which funnily enough is before finals week .. go figure :/ so i'm getting hyper & restless because , of course , i ate too much ice cream & the sugar's catching up with me .. so i'm leaving everyone ridiculously long facebook posts & generally freaking out because my brain won't calm down , when a wonderful friend of mine [ miss CARMEEZIE ] suggests that i start a blog .
how funny , because earlier we were making fun of her 50 kajillion different xangas & how i never succumbed to that trend .. but look where i am now :/
i'm gonna be straight up : i used to think blogs were stupid , and they were just for people with too much time on their hands or people who were so stuck up that they thought people actually wanted to read about their lives .
but now i see that it's a lot more than that .. well for some people .
it's a way to release pent up thoughts & stuff that just clutters up your brain , which makes it easier to focus on the task at hand : life .
so even though it will probably just be filled with random thoughts and revelations , midnight epiphanies and pointless rants , and the stupid little things that i say that make me oh so adorable [ right ? ] i still hope a few people will at times be bored enough to say , ohhhh shoot , doesn't sheva have a blog now ? i'm so desperately bored that i think i'll check it out .
who knows , i might have a few loyal followers who are intrigued by the thoughts i have , or at least who like me enough to wonder what i'm thinking about .

geeez , i would just like to stop to say that i'm NOT the writing type . emphasize not . when it comes to writing stuff for school , i CRINGEEEE .. but for some reason the thought of keeping something in which to write my random thoughts and just anything that flows out of my quickly moving fingers excites me and inspires me .. how weird :/

so for a little warning , for anyone who got this far [ maybe one or two of you ? ] : this blog will blow your mind if you keep up with it . because i don't intend to have any sort of recurring theme or a certain thing that i always talk about . i want to keep this as a sort of way to record my every thought , which will range from frustrated rants about school and relationships to philosophical ponderings to my fanatical activism in PETA to the every craving of my tummy :] so prepare to be shocked and confused . those of you who are a little slower may want to wear a helmet .

wellll looking back on what i've written so far , i realize that most people will take one look at this blog & be like EWWWW . but fear not , this is not gonna be a super serious blog .. those of you who know me know that it will be full of random pick up lines and stupid dane cook allusions :]

so sit back & enjoy . i'm waging war with boredom , and everyone likes to watch a fight .
oooh speaking of which , does anyone watch that mma stuff ? like ufc ? even though i don't watch that stuff , i'm a little curious and intrigued by it .. when i was doing tkd [ second degree black belt foooools ] i loved sparring .. it was just really fun to hit people , especially when you got in a kick that was so good that it knocked the other person down .. good stuff :]
so i think it'd be kind of fun to do that kind of stuff .. i'm always looking for reasons to hit people and bully them around in real life , so it would be sick to do that for a living .
i would say my signature move would be something that i already do . a lot . it's a very surprising move & takes everyone by surprise . what you do is when somebody you know is walking by or standing next to you , you suddenly straighten your arm and hit their chest really hard with your hand . it makes a really cool sound too ... like WHAPAAH ! it's quite effective :]

AHHHHHH that WHAPAAH i just let out reminded me of one of my great loves : GEORGE LOPEZ :] but my eye just started twitching , so i think that's a sign that i should get back to studying .. so that will be my topic for next time .

i love this stupid thing :] blogs are my new best friend [ sorry j ]